Moeilijike periodes, makkelikje periodes maakt niet uit :)

Confused? Moeilijike periodes, makkelikje periodes maakt niet uit means difficult periods, facilitated lick peroids, does not matter in Dutch! Well, those word maybe didn't match with the story or the picture, but I think this is match cause I've story behind this post.

NOW, LET'S BEGIN THE STORY


I've a friend. Her name is Dika. Everytime she speaking, I just thought that a bullshit. Cause she's really like an empty waffle waffle. Why? She's like... yeah you know... how do you feel you hate people ? One day, I've a fight with her. I didn't forgive her. And someday I forgive her so we make up :)

So, I think to have a friend is really hard, but to have an enemies is really easy. I cannot believe that can be happen. Cause sometimes we just want anything for ourself, and let another people work hard. First, I act like that. But now, I don't act like that since I know secret of my family. Do I get bonus if I act like I care? I think no.

Do we act for home? Car? Motorcycle? Or anything that we wanted for? Absolutely not. We act doesn't to anything. Keep on yourself. Be yourself.

Dinda.

I can!

I always said in my heart,"Huh! Why all the people in this world is look better than me? Why they're look so pretty and famous? And so fashionable? They have good clothes and the parents always give what their wants." that's why I love this quotes.

Since I thinking about myself, I conscious, that EVERY PEOPLE in this world didn't PERFECT. They just have a good way to make people intrest of them. And I can do that! I said to my self,"Yes I can! I can do anything what I want if we have motivation! I can do my best! I can be fashionable! I can be anything I want!"

And if someone said,"Hey, do you envious of her/him?"  I just answer,"Envious? Why I've to do that? Envious is unable to sign!"

Nit'z printed t-shirt, Cascade Factory Outlet polkadot skirt, The Little Things She Needs socks, Anya Hindmarch bag, Alexander Chistrie watch, Converse One Star shoes.

Those pictures taken by me with my new digital camera (Olympus) .. hahaha (with Self-Timer ;) )

This is my favorite story ( BASED ON TRUE STORY) :

Title: I LOVE WHO I AM

Everything just look sucks!! when my mother told me that I'm not received for my scholarship in Singapore...Can you Imagine when every single day I've learn everything but this is just not over.Well,I have a boy friend and Sometimes He likes to be Jealous and mint to mean to me...And in the same day he ask me to just over this Relationship and My heart just broken...I couldn't believe that today just will be the worst day I ever had...And my friend just angry to me because I forget to go her Sweet Sixteen Birthday..And she just Slap my face in front of my friends ..How shame is it??? huuuhhh then I just go home and pry to the God...maybe it will make my feelings better...But exactly it WASN'T!! Then my mom come to my room and she grab my hair and she said"How STUPID you're!! do you what you've done to your little brother?? hah??" I just don't know what was goin' on...so I ask her to Explain to me...And at that time she push me and she said that it will be better If I will never be her daughter ...Ohhh,I feel really sad and my heart just stop to beat when I hear my mother who give birth me just say that...But I just ignored what she said...maybe she's just angry because our father just passed away last two months...so I forgive for that thing...then I just remember that this is NOT THE END  OF MY LIFE cause I know that This is just a day in my life than a thousands day that I will have in my life...So I just keep practicing my saxophone and Study every single  time that I have...And I will never forget to pray before I do everything...And by the end when I was 20th ...The Australian Embassy give a scholarship for my education to Harvard...The greatest Collage that I want to be there...And I feel just like in heaven now I can feel what just I've done

"I know that first time everything will just hard for you but when you just keep trying and be patient everything will be just like what you want"

~That story means so much to me. And this story told us to not be envious. We have to be ourself. I don't walk in anyone shadows, I walk in my shadows. I love my way of living. Like my friends, She believe of ,"If we can do anything we want and talk with our heart, we can change the destiny." and I think that's true. But I like ,"If we can do anything we want and talk with our heart, WE CAN FOLLOW OUR DREAM."

Xoxo,
Dinda.